my first love

Today, i was met up the cute honest beautiful girl. She's name is Miss.L. The most of Indonesian people called this situations with the monkey love, it was so horrible for me, make me felt blank out of my mind, and sometimes its so funny. Have a clearly love, no liar, and always make me felt alright :)
By the way, this story was on happened around 9 years ago. When im on 4 grade in elementary school. The first time i see her, its like a the lucky men finda cinderella's from Indonesia. But i know i cant get she's loved, also her perfections attitude. Oh my god, i think she's my first love and first experience 'till like now. day by day was goes on, thats little loves was grown up, its hard situation i think. Cause im just a younger boy, i never thinkin' she's will be mine. Maybe someday, it will be the truth or just a dream and bullshit hmmm. but the important things, i never lately to lovin' the girl, and its normal gonna be happen with human race. Next 1 years goes on, my heart always beatin' like i dont wanna leave it her. And till 2 years, when we at the same class its sixth B. Its like a biggest suprise for me, speechless, also very happy. The girl who i loved in 2 years, can be with me at the same class, but not sit beside me. But its very enough to answered my questions of love while i find her. Finally, i wanna be closed with her, every steps i used, everytimes im waitin', every moment, every hours, and every minutes. im always thinkin' bout her. Maybe for the normal people, you can judges me with "IDIOTS MAN". But is it true, incridible things that i haven when im on 6 grade. Its really make me felt "I DONT WANNA MISSIN' EVERYTIME EVERY AND EVERY WITH HER. JUST IT". and till now, its love still fully with her. I wisha could be her mine, and she could be my mine. Okay thats my truthly experience, and i hopefull i can get marry with miss.L. so for you guys, if you read this story. I just wanna say to you "every you are, everytime, and every minutes. dont ever affraid, feelin' down and fears to love someone. cause part of all, its begginin' to be a perfect love. always trynna and trynna. Cause what?thats someone its love you too if you really wanna her too". Keep spirit to finda your love :)